wth. thanks for telling me that i'm a piece of shit. i am who i am ok. ill-disciplined. lazy. slow. draggy. plan-less. i KNOW ok. every flaw! every piece of shit that makes me a lump of shit. if i know what to do and plan and follow i would be you. how ever i'm not. i'm really trying very very hard but my brain just doesnt allow. maybe my brain is actually hollow. just filled with shit. so i cant think as well as you. argh! crap. i hate all this.

FINE! i shall PLAN. later: watch lecture, sleep. morning: do tutorial. afternoon: have lesson, do tutorial. evening: church. happy now?? hais. i guess i can forget all about vday. 13feb: meeting=reach home late. 15feb got cantata=sunday burnt. following week got gospel rally plus computing CA. goodbye valentine.

oh. adding on to my burden. i think i just lost a close friend. hais. damn sad. i made her angry by going home early. now she's so hostile to me. makes me think that maybe i'm just not fit for this kind of things esp when i got 0-3 for it during the questionaire.

screw yesterday's math test. i got the hardest question AGAIN!

this sem is so fast that i cant even breathe.

DAMN IT.