school is uber boring! although its nice to be able to see my friends everyday, i miss my non-ntu peeps.. quizes coming up soon right after cny. will i ever be able to cope? or just be like last sem? i'm just a slacker. tutorials only done one night before.. cramming everything in seriously doesnt work but how am i going to change. i guess my motivation and perserverence is very very low. i dun give a damn. just get over and done with.
not going for SO anymore. hoping that i have more time for my studies. but no. more time for watching shows. rah! hates myself. everything i pray and wish is not gonna come true because of myself. I've let Him down time and time again..
all i can say is i'll try.
nothing exciting coming up to boost my spirit. coz i hate cny. *fake smiles*
will try attemptng to watch online lectures and do tutorials..
betty♥boo